No.163215 [View All]
I’m completely lost.
How do you deal with laziness, procrastination, or those times when you just can't bring yourself to do anything?
The thing is, I haven't really done anything with my life for years. Sure, I’ve made attempts to pick up hobbies or interests, or just handle schoolwork, but there were very few of them and came to absolutely nothing. Ultimately, I’m still just wasting my time doing nothing. I’ve basically deteriorated. To give you an idea of how bad it is: I don't even play video games because they feel too overwhelming (not because I lack the ability to play, but because I can't even bring myself to start).
So, I have no clue what to do. I just rot in bed all day. I don't have depression or any physical limitations. I’m just a total fuck-up. But I honestly don't know what to do anymore.
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No.163512
>>163510
Would you date your clone? You would probably have a lot in common but they'd be way younger than you, and not exposed to the same environment, and wouldn't have your knowledge.
How would it be misused?
My wolf and sheep model eliminates hypocrisy. It defines most actions as situational. You can't break a rule you are incapable of breaking as a sheep.
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No.163514
>>163512
Of my clone consents then I would. If it doesn't work well then we will break up. It is not right to force someone to stay with you if you make them miserable and they want to leave
I think it has fair odds of working well though. I think I might get alone with my clones
I sometimes watch drawings. By Japanese artists. There's one that I like. He does selfcest lesbian sex art. I think he draws very well. I really like his art. I sent the uploads to a friend of mine. She says it looks good
It would be misused by authority figures. The higher-ups. I don't have an exact idea of what scheme it would be part of. But I don't think it's too far fetched. Governments often do horrible things
I think they would forcefully operate on people. Maybe they will become fully cooperative after the operation. I'm not sure. But I still think it would be misused
Sheep and wolves is your model. Your being the keyword. I don't believe in such a model. You're free to do so
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No.163523
>>163514
Would you enjoy an anime of realistic human cloning, where you date the surrogate and break up, and end up waiting until your clone grows up to date them. You face the rejection as they explore their identity independently of you (despite the patterns that you both match in behavior) and eventually you begin dating.
That's the point of the surgery and one of it's purposes. The only problem with it is that it's practically useless because no one will be able to afford it. People can't afford most plastic surgery, or IVF.
I don't mind if you reject the sheep and wolf model. All truth is subjective in the sense of priority. I prioritize categorization based on antisocial acts, but you can categorize anything. The line can't be drawn unless the facts given are accepted.
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No.163537
>>163523
I think I would. If it was a good one
I like signalis. It's a game. It's a very nice game. I like the soundtrack. I have thousands of replays of the soundtrack. Some tracks are very well done. I also like the signalis memories album. It has the tracks by 1000 eyes. It has a remix of some of his tracks for the games. I think it's nice how you can tell a story with a song. I wish I learned to play an instrument. We couldn't afford that when I was younger
I don't think it would be right if that was the point of the surgery. I'm not sure. I'm against oppression led by the government in general
Thank you for accepting that I reject your model. A lot of people try to force you into saying their conception is the absolute truth. It's nice that you don't
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No.163538
>>163537
It has remixes*. I am hungry
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No.163546
>>163537
I don't really like music. I prefer listening to nothing.
Do you read romance books?
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No.163556
>>163546
Yes. Sometimes. I read lesbian romance manga
I don't really read heterosexual romance manga. Unless they have a good plot
I don't read gay (males) romance manga. I don't bother to do so because a lot of time weird 14 yo girls keep on praising them and when you read them it's boring. And those 14 yo girls praise anything that has sex in it. I hate it. It used to be mostly for gay(males) content. Now it happens to lesbian manga too. I don't like it
I think it's because of Korean manwhas. It's when they became mainstream that the people became like that. I don't like it because I am not willing to read a book that has a shitty plot because of the sex scenes. It makes no sense
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No.163560
>>163556
Is visual porn more effective than text porn? I don't like text porn.
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No.163564
>>163560
It depends. People like different things. People react to different things
I like fictional porn more than real porn. I like hentai better. Real porn often feels staged. I will watch real porn for experience. If it's enjoyment I think I would prefer hentai
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No.163566
>>163560
why would anyone read text porn? Watch visual porn instead.....
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No.163567
>>163564
How do you verify if the characters in Hentai porn are the age of majority?
>>163566
Text porn is confusing and tries too hard. Visual porn doesn't need to try, it's just there.
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No.163569
>>163566
I don't know. We don't get to decide for another person
I think some women like text porn. They buy books. They call them steamy. I don't really know why they can't just call them pornographic. I think steamy is too mild for some of these books
I play DoL. DoL is mostly text. But it's still a game. Don't know if it classifies as text porn. I don't think so
>>163567
Normally they put disclaimers. They state that all characters are 18 or older
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No.163573
>>163569
What do you think of Hentai that features characters who look like they are under the age of majority, but are canonically centenarians?
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No.163577
>>163573
I don't understand. Does a person's body change as soon as they become 18 years old?
I don't know. I don't think that a hentai that involves someone who is 100 years old but has the body of a baby is something I would appreciate
I don't really know. I need time to think. It's a fact that some content is acceptable as fiction but not as real stuff. I don't know if it's the case here. And I'm not here to play loli police. I'm not interested in that
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No.163578
>>163577
18 is arbitrary, so no.
Is it easy for you to easily identify Hentai characters that look oddly young?
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No.163707
>>163293
what's this one shot manga?
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No.163708
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No.163867
>>163556
do u watch lesbian (yuri) animes? i like them a lot if u have some reccomendation, my favorites are strawberry panic and valkyrie drive
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No.163904
>>163867
Yes I watch yuri anime. They are usually targeted towards women. I don't really know if you like them
I read a lot of yuri mangas. I read them on many websites. I use dynasty reader a lot. I have read all every doujinshi with my favorite characters from touhou project and love live on dynasty reader. I usually read every new chapter posted there
I like shimeji simulation. It's from the author of girls last tour. I like common sense monster. I like alcohol and ogre girls. I like pinky candy kiss. I like the moon on a rainy night. I'm not confident they will do a good job with the anime. I like pale blue color saudade. I like love bullet. I also like doujinshis. I like love live doujinshis by Orihi Chihiro. And others. I like a lot of yuri manga. Some I like for fun, some I like because they are interesting. I especially like works with the introspective/ philosophical tags. But there's not a lot on dynasty reader. I feel like the website is slowly dying. It's a pity
Most lesbian media enjoyers now turn to korean manwhas. Because of the sexual content. I don't really like it. Most people focus on manwha translation. And most readers read these. Mangas are left behind. A lot of good works get axed. I'm sad when it happens. I sometimes read korean manwhas. Because there is no update for the mangas. At least they used to be varied before. Now they're all starting to converge towards the same content. It's truly a pity. If I spoke Japanese I would translate yuri manga everyday. I don't speak Japanese. I don't like machine translation. So I can't. It's a shame
If you want to discuss a yuri anime/ manga tell me which one. If I've seen it I'll share my thoughts. If not I will see it and tell you. I don't do much anyways
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No.163907
>>163707
It's called Futari no kokuhaku. By Nishiuri Tsukasa
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No.163908
>>163578
I don't usuallt watch hentai with characters that are oddly young. I like adult women. I like it when they are older than me
If they are younger it's alright too. I'm not picky. As long as they are adults
If I had a girlfriend I would like her to be older. I fell in love once with a married woman. She was older than me. Way older. She was very elegant and smart. Whenever she talked it was clear that she thought about what she said and did not just say it because someone else said so. I am talking about when she talks about existential topics. Funnily enough we had opposing views about many things. But these topics usually don't have a fixed answer. So it's alright. Because she gave sound arguments. So I understood her position
She was older than me. Way older. She had a child my age. Loving her hurt a lot. I never told her I loved her because I was afraid it would cause her problems. Because she was married. I cursed her husband every single night. It was cowardly and unfair of me. And I'm deeply sorry for doing that. But it hurt and I couldn't do anything
I still love her now. It's been two years since I saw her. She told me to keep contacting her. I didn't. I couldn't bring myself to. I used to think about her every single night even when a year passed. Now I still think about her. But it's less. Maybe once or twice a week. Sometimes more. I still love her. I don't think I love her less. I think my love has changed, rather than diminishing. I want to meet her someday, face to face and tell her that I loved her. I think she deserves to know the truth
I want a girlfriend right now. I will probably love my girlfriend. I won't love her the same as this woman. But I will love my girlfriend a lot. I hope I find one soon
Today I was called a handsome guy by someone. I don't know if it counts because it was a man who said it. But I think that it is progress. Although I'd rather they called me a woman. Some women like girls who look like guys I think? I don't know if it's in the sense that these girls are handsome or if they really look like guys. I hope I get a girlfriend soon
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No.163924
yeah i like downloading anime memes from Youtube and various other websites......anime memes are addicting to download......anime memes are easy to find.....
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No.163939
>>163904
what is ur opinion abour strawberry panic (the anime, cause im too dumb to read stuff), my opinion is that shizuma is the goat
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No.164905
So, OP, have you managed to change anything or at least try out something new over the last week?
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No.164920
>>164905
Why would someone use Veracrypt to encrypt real cp?
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No.164921
>>164905
Nothing. It’s even worse. This has been going on for years. Do you really think one week is going to solve everything?
Most likely, a few more months will pass, and I’ll end up being dragged to a psychiatrist because I’m a total fuck-up who doesn’t do anything. But since my family isn’t exactly bright - and doesn’t really care (which, honestly, is a good thing) - they’ll just berate me, kick me out of the house, and force me to get a job.
Nothing else is likely to happen. Because, due to my own personal convictions, I unfortunately can’t turn to smoking or snorting anything.
And you remind me of someone
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No.164923
>>164921
You are a sheep, why can't you use illegal drugs?
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No.164924
>>164923
shut up you dumb bitch
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No.164925
>>164924
How am I dumb? I have almost reached the apex of human intelligence.
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No.164926
>>164923
why would anyone use illegal drugs? That makes no sense....
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No.164928
>>164921
You are having a moment of motivation, you're looking for solutions. If there was a time when sth could change, it would be a moment like this. But I had no illusions, I was just curious how you're doing. Sorry to hear that it's worse.
Honestly, a job could be the best thing for you. A good routine, something productive to do, maybe give a small sense of accomplishment. Otherwise, you say a psychiatrist is inevitable - why not save yourself those few months and go there now, proactively? You're clearly dissatisfied with the current situation, maybe check if that help you?
Be thankful you cannot pick up an addiction, that's a highway to the bottom.
Who do I remind you of?
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No.164929
>>164926
Zloged.
>>164925
Do you read 5 books per month like teh average internet pseud? If you dont, you aren't apexed, you are mediocred.
To pseudomaxx you need to read fast read entire day treatises on systems of philosophy so you can be solened. Also check your tastes, if you like big ass you are niggered, if you like big tits, you are americonned. You have to like girls that looks like boys, androgynous girls, in order to be accepted by the Librarian Order, and become a true scholasticated enlightened individual.
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No.164933
>>164928
Thanks. Never thought beer could be this cute, lmao
No idea, maybe that lesbian?
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No.164939
>>164926
They are probably wolves.
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No.164940
>>164933
Thanks haha
I see, our writing styles are kinda similar; I'm not her, though. But I'll take that as a compliment.
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No.164941
This might be crazy for you but have you attempted to get a job?
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No.164942
>>164941
Not yet. I need quite a lot of things before I can even land an entry-level position
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No.164949
>>164939
or they are mentally ill.....no intelligent person consumes illegal drugs.....intelligent people consume legal content.....
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No.164950
Has anyone accused you of anime possession? Do you possess anime? Do you download anime? Are you addicted to anime?
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No.164969
Have you ever heard of Sobek?
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No.164979
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No.165274
i dont deal with it, just dgaf about anytjing and things mighr aswell get better, fill yoursellf with aristocratic thoughts
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No.165278
>>164949
Only wolves use illegal drugs.
>>164950
Anime possession is a sheep act.
>>165274
Why would someone ask someone else about their opinions? You should form your own.
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No.165299
>>165278
>Anime possession is a sheep act.
plenty of people download/possess anime.....it is not illegal.....
>Only wolves use illegal drugs.
how does one access illegal drugs?
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No.165300
>>165299
You can get illegal drugs from a drug dealer or take someone else's prescription medicine.
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No.165332
>>165300
do you know how to find drugs online?
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No.165334
>>165332
You can go to Tor Taxi and click Drug Hub. It is not difficult.
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No.165350
>>165334
what kind of drugs are they selling?
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No.165351
>>165350
I have not used Tor in a while.
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No.165373
>>165351
it is best not to use Tor.....Tor is not safe....
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